Tell her.

He called her "honey" again..
He wants to be with her out-of-town.
Damn.
What is this all about?
What is really on his mind now?
What does he really want?
What? Is this a beginning of a new heartbeaking story?
Are u gonna kill her again?
Or,
Are u gonna make the love sweeter the 2nd time around?
Is the reason of her tears will be just because of laughters?
Are u gonna open your eyes and see her hurt when she feel so down?
Are u gonna hug her when she needs you to?

she is clueless. definitely.

In her part?
Nothing has changed.
She
still
do
love you..

And still, no one and nothing could make her over you.

august 29.

happy 1st year anniversary heartache.
today is the day when i died last year.
when my world broke down. when my heart crashed into pieces.

1 year is not enough to live again.:'(

dark room

I WANT TO SEE THINGS.. PLEASE TURN ON THE LIGHT..

i quit.

i am totally quitting this now.

wish me luck.

=)

im inlove again.

I watched G.I. Joe with my closest colleagues. my considered amores at work.
dyen, meng, nancy, jimm and kelvin. Glorietta 4. After the movie, we went to ICE bar at greenbelt and drink. When Kelvin got tipsy, he went talking to me.. Asking me, a little bit of scolding. I never really talk to this guy at work.. a little shock when he approached me and kept mumbling about my life. Questions like why i kept on dating guys! WHAT DA HELL??! I dont even go for a date?! He is really funny. He even told me that he kept on checking my facebook pictures and see me with a lot of guys.. then i told him i have lots of friends which are guys but it doesnt mean im dating all of them! waa.. i kept on defensing myself. lol. Thank God that Jimm was there to back me up. haha. Jimm is an indonesian and Kelvin is a Taiwanese and I am a Filipina. See the difference? haha! How am I gonna win? How will Jimm help me? And how will Kelvin understand? But at the end of the conversation, Thanks to them talking Mandarin infront of me. The conversation ended and Kelvin understood everything. He even told me i rmmber, "Jana, ur not like this before! After u break up with the trader, this happened to u!" And that time i felt like he was my older brother scolding her "becoming-a-bitch-younger-sister".
lol
At the end of that day, im inlove.
Im inlove with Channing Tatum, again. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!

today

I messed up yesterday.
Said the wrong words.
Took the wrong turn, loved the wrong person,
reacted the wrong way.
I spoke when i should've listened,
walked away when i should have waited,
judged when i should have trusted,
indulged wheni should have resisted.

I messed up yesterday
but i'll mess up more if i let yesterday's mistakes sabotage today's attitude.

Today's a new day, i'll live it well.


[banana]

like every waiting one unseen and silent.

yea. we dont need to rush things, if something's bound to happen, it will happen..

in the right time,

with the right person

and for the best reason...

~Im here, i'll hold your hand when u are ready to hold mine~

Sand, Sea and the Sun. Boracay here I come.

Been stressed lately for no reason. Been a sad clown for some days.

Hrmn. I need some fresh air. And im going to my most comfy place on earth. I need to be with the three "S", the Sea, the Sand and the Sun.

Been feeling so cold.

Imma get myself burned! :)

Regency hotel is where we're gonna stay.

Get some Tan Lines and a Henna Tattoo

Gonna party at beach side bars :)

The Famous Boracay Sand

Must do parasailing.

The Beach

Im gonna get myself fresh Fruit Shakes :)

Imma try Avocado Shake with milk. whip! yumyum!

I wanna have my 1st honeymoon here when i get married. haha.

Since I was a kid, Ive always wanted wedding. And ive been dreaming for a beach wedding under the sun. (sunset would be the best) =)

Imma Chillax and have a great great time.

~ wish i could be with you ~

~ ilabu~

banana

RCBC Towers

Ayala, Makati

Ive been working in this building since 08 08 08 :)


:p

looking back to the year 2 days ago.

My 2008.

hmm..im suppose to write a lot of things now since it's the 2nd day of 2009.. but sh*t. nuthin's comin out of my mind. im kinda lost yet, stucked by the song im listening to. "Tell me Where it Hurts" (lmfao) hahaha!

hmm.. well anyways.. i'll just write random things then.. happy and happiest - sad and scariest things about 2008.

Febuary, 1st time i got out of the country.. i went to Malaysia. Stayed at Petaling Jaya, went to Kuala Lumpur and Taiping.

Ive got to meet new friends like Cheemeng, Jun Hao, Baby, Jeepeng, Ram, Iris and Suezhen. There was never a dull moment with these people. ^^ love em.

June, 2nd time to visit Malaysia. This time, i've been craving for nasi lemak. And atlast, ive been to the Petronas Towers in Kuala Lumpur and been to Genting Highlands. And this time, Ive got to see him for the very last time.. I wasnt really expecting it would be the last time.=p (we'll get into that in a while.)

I've travelled back home alone. For the very first time..
I actually really love to travel but to ride ALONE in an airplane for 3hours is one of the most saddest and scariest thing on earth for me..haha.

September was a crap. boom. i died this month. Literally, i broke down.

I was fragile.

October, I had my new hair cut. I got the shortest haircut in my 20 years. haha

November, went out of town with my super girlfriends.

December, my hair is already shoulder length..

1st day of December, I got promoted at work. "Job well done", they say.

I won some cash in our company christmas party. haha. fun moments i say..

25th of December. Yes its christmas.

Dec. 26 - no more teens.. no more TWEN-teen. haha. now im twenty one. Yea!