Wednesday, March 9, 2011

We are back on the track. He's my answered prayer.
I love Beh Lian Chyou.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Tell her.

He called her "honey" again..
He wants to be with her out-of-town.
Damn.
What is this all about?
What is really on his mind now?
What does he really want?
What? Is this a beginning of a new heartbeaking story?
Are u gonna kill her again?
Or,
Are u gonna make the love sweeter the 2nd time around?
Is the reason of her tears will be just because of laughters?
Are u gonna open your eyes and see her hurt when she feel so down?
Are u gonna hug her when she needs you to?

she is clueless. definitely.

In her part?
Nothing has changed.
She
still
do
love you..

And still, no one and nothing could make her over you.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

august 29.

happy 1st year anniversary heartache.
today is the day when i died last year.
when my world broke down. when my heart crashed into pieces.

1 year is not enough to live again.:'(

Friday, August 28, 2009

dark room

I WANT TO SEE THINGS.. PLEASE TURN ON THE LIGHT..

Thursday, August 20, 2009

i quit.


i am totally quitting this now.
wish me luck.
=)

im inlove again.

I watched G.I. Joe with my closest colleagues. my considered amores at work.
dyen, meng, nancy, jimm and kelvin. Glorietta 4. After the movie, we went to ICE bar at greenbelt and drink. When Kelvin got tipsy, he went talking to me.. Asking me, a little bit of scolding. I never really talk to this guy at work.. a little shock when he approached me and kept mumbling about my life. Questions like why i kept on dating guys! WHAT DA HELL??! I dont even go for a date?! He is really funny. He even told me that he kept on checking my facebook pictures and see me with a lot of guys.. then i told him i have lots of friends which are guys but it doesnt mean im dating all of them! waa.. i kept on defensing myself. lol. Thank God that Jimm was there to back me up. haha. Jimm is an indonesian and Kelvin is a Taiwanese and I am a Filipina. See the difference? haha! How am I gonna win? How will Jimm help me? And how will Kelvin understand? But at the end of the conversation, Thanks to them talking Mandarin infront of me. The conversation ended and Kelvin understood everything. He even told me i rmmber, "Jana, ur not like this before! After u break up with the trader, this happened to u!" And that time i felt like he was my older brother scolding her "becoming-a-bitch-younger-sister".
lol
At the end of that day, im inlove.
Im inlove with Channing Tatum, again. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!

Saturday, July 25, 2009

today

I messed up yesterday.
Said the wrong words.
Took the wrong turn, loved the wrong person,
reacted the wrong way.
I spoke when i should've listened,
walked away when i should have waited,
judged when i should have trusted,
indulged wheni should have resisted.

I messed up yesterday
but i'll mess up more if i let yesterday's mistakes sabotage today's attitude.

Today's a new day, i'll live it well.


[banana]